A couple of months ago my family made an effort to read the Bof M in 40 days. we kept up emails about it and everyone did such a great job...but me. I really tried hard at first. I have never even begun to read the Bof M but was always told that it would straighten my Testimony of Christ and his church. Well anyway I basically gave up after about 12 days or so. Lately I have been going thru some emotional Vices and after a conversation with my Bishop, I have turn to the scriptures.
Before when reading them I found myself bored and uninterested. Now however not that i am reading with real intent and I say a personal Prayer asking to help and guide me to understand, it is to stop reading. But i have a 4 year old who need a bit attention and a dirty house that needs cleaned.
I have had to deal with so much over the past couple of years and have wondered were do I even begin to ask for forgiveness and the scriptures have answered that question.
I NEVER do this but...
I do have a testimony of the gospel of Christ, I want to return to him and be with my Family. A forever Family that I will be with for eternity. I believe in our prophets that they have received revelation and that they are the leaders of our church. it is so hard to get to church, to see so many people with their family and feel alone, but once i am there i know that i am not only not alone but that Rocky and I are so welcomed there. It makes me so grateful to be part of such a wonderful and loving organization. I know that healing and repentance is a very hard and emotion process but my heavenly farther is by my side and loving me all the way.....
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That was very heart felt and I know, because I know you. I am feally sorry that you have been feeling a little alone and very upset. I know the things you bore and posted about the Book of Mormon and Christ are very true... the Lord loves you and your son. I know he has felt your pain and you can turn to him.
I love you!!!!
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